Wow, day 2 and I've found it very difficult remaining positive even with so many people by my side. I guess the not knowing is probably what is keeping me down at this point. Pretty much everyday I am an upbeat and very easy going person who does not get depressed or stressed about damn near anything. I've always been the person with the positive outlook on every situation. But this, this is as hard of a thing to deal with in my head as anything I've ever had to and I don't know what to do with myself. Too bad its raining today or I'd be in a tree, my happy place, but I cant even go there.
Anyway, thank you all very much. It is so appreciated.
Brian my son is still in Tucson and is coming back to Iowa in November.